ready or not

Tomorrow marks my unofficial return to the full-time work world--A world from which I have been absent since May of 2006. Tomorrow will also mark the beginning of new roles for the girls...And while my eldest has definitely felt this burden since the Hay's birth and Mitchell's diagnosis, this will be the first time they are being asked to do so much.

good now

Hard to believe the move is now in the past.  Good to be here now.  Sleeping much better.  Feeling more comfortable, almost renewed.  Excited again.

the part that comes after

Numb and yet strangely raw are the predominant feelings.  Trying to make sense of this part.  Still so hard to believe that he is no longer with us.  This all seems impossible.