new right now

Spent the day with Mitchell in the ER.  After a miserable night at home, I convinced him to go in.  Long story short...The ct scan they did today showed "significant" growth in numbers and size of lesions in his liver and a handful new metastases in both lungs as well as growth in those already present.  He was finally admitted late this evening.  The plan is to reintroduce liquids and food and then his meds and see whether or not he can tolerate them.  Not sure how long his stay will be.

Although I am not surprised at this news, it leaves me feeling hostility toward health care in general.  Perhaps if the insurance company would pay for scans at regular intervals for Mitchell, the oncologist would know in a more timely manner that a protocol wasn't working.  I also realize that  chances are slim to none that we will beat this cancer...Knowing that, shouldn't Mitchell be given the opportunity to extend his life while battling this disease as much as is medically reasonable?  And have a reasonable quality of life at that? 

The longer we are in this, the more medicine seems to be random shots in the dark and less science and logic based on evidence.  No one seems to really know anything with any kind of authority. 

new treatment

Mitchell FINALLY went back to see the oncologist this morning.  His new chemotherapy begins this Friday.  They decided on a combination of abraxane and avastin every three weeks.  Avastin he has been on before, so we know the evils of that drug but we'll have to wait and see as far as the abraxane is concerned.  Typically this combination of drugs is used for advanced breast cancer patients.  For this reason, our insurance company will most likely refuse to pay for these infusions.  We are still hoping to receive a compassionate use dosage from the company that makes it.  Let's all keep our fingers crossed...

There was also talk of an on-going clinical trail that is available in the Tucson area for colorectal cancer.  It's good to have a back up back up plan. 

Mitchell is having mixed feelings about starting treatment again.  Okay, that's kind of a lie...He hates the idea of starting again.  It's hard for me because I can imagine how he must feel, but I am glad he's going to be getting treatment again.  When he's off treatment, all I can think about is that the cancer is killing him.

dammit

I wasn't backing Clinton just because she's a woman. I was happy that a woman of her caliber had risen through the political ranks to have a chance at running for president. I was excited to imagine what her presidency might be like. I believed in her health care platform as well as her plans for education. I think she was savvy enough to manage foreign policy and socially conscious enough to deal with our domestic issues head on. She's certainly strong enough to be a world leader. She's more than smart enough.

And maybe she didn't have the greatest hair or the keenest fashion sense. Or the best marriage. Or have typical maternal tendencies that caused her to say, "Sorry" a lot and cry or end every statement as if it were a question. But that's what I liked about her. She was strong and no nonsense and intelligent. And I think she'd have made a kick ass president.

may i have your attention for just a moment

I know. A little weird, right? I'm trying to spread the word to those of us who don't have the time or inclination to do the research ourselves. Here's a little instant access....

For those of us who are/were teachers, consider Hillary's education plan. She does not favor teacher merit pay plans (this is a good thing).

In addition, think about her mandatory health care plan. I realize nobody likes to be forced to do anything they don't specifically chose, but the mandatory plan is beneficial to adult Americans who are no longer eligible for health care under their parents/guardians and are not able to get health care benefits. Sure, it's easy to believe that these unfortunate individuals are lazy, Gen X slackers, but that's not always the case.

And if you're thinking that mandatory UNIVERSAL health coverage is a SOCIALIST tact, consider the fact that we pay for all federal senators' and congressmen's health coverage COMPLETELY. These are individuals that I'm sure could afford to foot the bill for their own health care costs.

Okay. I'm off my soapbox ... for now.